Wanted to share my appreciation for @Yeasayer before heading to sleep. I decided to update my iPhone’s background with people & places that inspire me. It’s recent update includes this 1st pic. True artists! Radiant souls! Really looking forward to learning more about their story! So…cheers & goodnight! This last cup of Chamomile Herb tea is to Yeasayer! Lights out.
Hooray for bloggers! Last week I answered ad for “girl next door redhead.” I gussied up and rushed over when I got called in to audition. I became instantly suspicious when realizing I’d auditioned there 1 year before. Even then I was not trusting of them (thought: maybe this is just a Scientologist operation) and actually started undercover recording while I waited my turn. Nothing had changed. I filled out sign in sheet and they gave me page of script to review. The room was full of young, jittery, people rehearsing lines. Finally get called in, small talked, read, then left with a week callback. Went straight home to google Hollywood scams and that’s when I stumbled upon this “The Struggling Actress” blog. So down with On Track Productions (who I auditioned for) & let’s not forget the Michael Zanuck Agency! I see you sneaking in my casting network inbox!!
Another On Track Productions Adventure: http://parman.blogspot.com/2011/07/photos-of-day-and-other-things_30.html
“We gotta get out of this place. If it’s the last thing we ever do. We gotta get out of this place. Girl, there’s a better life for me and you.” The Animals - We Got ta Get Out Of This Place (clip, 1965) HD & HQ (by magusmagic4)
Celebration of being single, young, & free spirited! Never been at this point in life. Where romance isn’t a priority, genuine friendship is what I crave nowadays. Truly focusing in because I’m not living up to my potential… not even close! There’s a sense of lightness when that ego is dropped (along with it’s insecurities & unrealistic perspective). Having that scary-excitement for the unknown journey ahead. I’ve lost sight, got too caught up. I’m reminded of the undeniable source of purpose & total satisfaction I receive from performing music. Everything is coming back. It’s time for a spiritual rebirth. Recently, 2 Peter 1:5-7 inspired me: (In summary) Make every effort to add faith to goodness. Goodness to knowledge. Knowledge to self control. Self control to perseverance. Perseverance to godliness. Godliness to brotherly kindness. Brotherly kindness to LOVE <—exactly what my soul needs during this period of life.
Here are some pics of free spirited women who ignite my own spirit.
Using the last spark of life my comp has!! Getting my new phone really soon! Taking this time to dive deep, figure needs/wants, gain discipline & focus. Didn’t realize how distracted I’ve been! No more using childish crutches, must adult up! Desiring different, higher, levels across my life’s boarder which means HIGHER EXPECTATIONS. So, goodnight & good luck to all of you out there… people who are constantly searching, trying, on the hunt! Let’s cut out the BS & DO THIS!!
björk - army of me Woke up from my military dream this AM! I’m ALWAYS wearing my high school uniform in them & I’m w/ wrestlers. Things differ but constant is a Spanish-speaking army raids the town. People finish show then hide in house while witches & choirs stay in performing stadium (some people ignore warnings & join them). I pretend I’m going along with government or make male officials think i’ll sleep with them, then i betray them. (Thank goodness I speak espanol in my dreams! Gotta make that a reality ASAP!) I go through vents, in between walls, down this old elevator inside a mall to parking garage. I GTA a vehicle! Put all my fears aside then pick up my friends/family while the army swarms into the city. Sometimes, a tsunami tries to sweep over but there is a net from ground to sky, on ocean shore. It turns into an amusement park overlooking the beach. Although, it feels like Vegas… anyways, this video reminds me of these reoccurring dreams. (by bjorkdotcom)
Was talking about “Sailor Moon” during The Regal Beagle brunch chat on shellymartinez.org (Next FREE chat this Tues @6PM PST) Regal Beagle patron’s starting chatting about Anime, which I know nothing about, & I asked if “Sailor Moon & Samurai Pizza Cats” counts? Sure! Here’s fun pics… used to have a crush on Tuxedo Mask! Thought he was so mysterious & enchanting! Reminded me of the Phantom of the Opera’s alluring charm!
Jumping into the ring w/ @funtimeshelly for exclusive FREE full photoset on shellymartinez.org! (Check them out under “Wrestling With Shelly” section) I rang in the New Year on a rooftop dancing & hanging w/ WRESTLERS! Started my year totally embracing wrestling… hitting the ground running since! Finally making peace that although i don’t wrestle, this will ALWAYS be a significant part of my life! I’m so happy with my fresh blossoming relationship w/ wrestling! The past is so far removed, let’s see what shenanigans the wrestling future shall bring!!
